Still Life With Jar and Crescent
For Sung Hwa Kim
Not that the cut flowers are dead exactly,
but that they never were alive. The fickle blooms
lack line. Their value is that of all values
superimposed, recalling the throbbing lattice
of a television translating signals
without information—vacancy. A glass surface,
notwithstanding, is a closed, improbable system,
transmitting, reflecting, and absorbing
light simultaneously. The painter
elected to circumvent this
representational problem
by furnishing the glib translucency
of a jar’s profile with a pastoral
scene acutely more desirable
than what exists outside it. A spring field
at dusk stretches to hills undulating
with a regularity only attained
in fantasy. Vast invisible winds
move through long grasses and poppy blooms made
with the gesture that made the scarlet moon—
low on the horizon—exuberant
and inessential as breath. Field is
an immensity that does not exclude
containment, unlike the city outside,
it’s parallel lines bathed in the green
light of unreality, which is diffused
through all space, through a frameless window flanked
by the gauze of inert curtains laying
a fold, stiff like glass or a posed hand,
on the table where the jar is, indicating
ownership, commanding
the unstable eye of the viewer
to “outside”—what disdains
to concern us. The dark city was made
in service of the images it would produce.
At one point or other—the “when” not being
the matter at hand—images of flowers
proliferated until the flowers themselves
became screens. World became
a record of itself, tasked us to fret
about its surfaces. But this is not
the painting’s grief.
Not that waking life feels like the mute pulse
between stations on the radio.
Not that things imagined are the most real.
And still, the dance of inside and outside
persists. A flake of dream enters the exterior
space and we suffer its entrance. Always
intersecting opposites constituting
each other. Always distinction. “Flower”
and “Not-Flower.” “Jar” and “Wilderness.” “Earth.”
“Sky.” And still, in fictive lands beyond
the cynicism of aesthetic maturity
exists the wish in earnest
for truth ineluctable. We may enjoy
the dream of easy work, of lands renewed
as we do the phthalo city or the petal
like a shard of the dead-center moon
glinting our momentary awareness
as it falls, from our high interior.