Piece for Interiors 

As in a room with the barest qualities
of room (bed, lamp, door), a lime-plastered wall 
without windows interposed the almost
cubic space, concealing what may have been 
a far corner, a narrow corridor. I heard 
two voices in conversation—something
created between them, something about 
mind as passion, passion as essential,
terrifying, a self education. I wrote
what they believed. They were beliefs I held,
understood, if not, atmospherically,
as true, but thought that in recording them 
they would become physical. The two spoke
with great urgency, in the manner 
of revelation until the moment 
the lights cut out—wall disappeared. I kept on 
with the recording despite not seeing 
the page. I grew frightened of what waited
beyond the dividing wall, as cautioned 
by the speaking pair—remembrance of them 
slipping from me. I feared the maybe- 
corridor. But no beast or object 
announced itself or emerged. Perhaps 
it was the word “corridor” itself—its vast gray
light—under which I was so paralyzed. 
“Parlysis.” “Terror.” Such are effects 
of believing. In darkness I scanned 
the fixture, twisted the turn switch,
followed the cord with my fingers 
to the outlet in the lime-plastered wall,
but I couldn’t get back to them. 
Even when the lights came on. I couldn’t
get back to them. Not even in my notes, 
which recorded nothing, described instead 
a grid of gray parallel lines 
intersecting at clear, defined points.
Some assumed the qualities of figures. Others
receded into space, illegible, fruitless.